decisions, decisions.

I got to take pictures of this lovely lady on friday. it was very cold but VERY fun. i'll post the rest later
lately what i've been doing is working, knitting, drawing, reading and sleeping. i feel very unproductive yet i'm doing some productive things. it gets harder everyday to be away from school and my friends but i know that this time way is needed. plus i've reunited with some old friends and made a few new ones.

I've been feeling so anxious because I keep feeling that i'm expected to make major life decisions and i have to decide this very moment who will be in my life and who won't. it makes me anxious because I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. i meet new people everyday and everyday my mind is changing. it takes the excitement out of life when everything is already decided doesn't it? it does for me. I want to grow and change and experience new things constantly, THAT sounds much more exciting.

Anyways ramble, i don't even know why i write on here, ha. i don't suppose anyone reads. oh well, hello those of you reading! congratulations, you made it to the end of my post. laaa la da da da dee da.